SBD Day 8 – Weigh In

Okay, let me just get this out of the way, Total loss for Week 1, Phase 1: 6.2lbs

Not bad.

However, I’m getting just a little frustrated, let me explain before you go on to tell me that it has only been a week and la dee da.  This is the thing, and it is kind of a weird/bad thing, I’m really only looking to lose about 10lbs give or take.  Ultimately I have really lost about 1/2 of where I want to be and that is good.  I know this.  However, I have it in my mind that this week coming up is going to suck because the amount of weight that I want off is really so little.  You know how those last 5 lbs or whatever it may be for you, just like it where they are (stuck to your ass)?!  Yeah, that is what I’m thinking MAY happen.  I don’t know but the thought has crossed my mind.

Now, let me say this, Candid Chatter had a great comment about how I know that it really should be about how i feel and how my clothes fit me and I know this and things are starting to come together.   But that lovely “woman” side of my thinking is overruling at this point.  I will get back to my reality side soon I hope. 

Let me also say that it is really funny how your body really likes to hang out at the even 10’s.  Do you know what I mean?  For example: You weigh 186 (not my starting weight for you inquiring minds) – your body seems to take forever to decide to get under 180. And the process continues through each 10 lb increment.  That is how I feel right now.  Oh and next week is lovely “visitation” rights.  So, I’m sure this will be a trying week for me. 

Anne, I might need to complain – you up for it??